Month: July 2013

Every woman needs…

Every woman need a man to lighten her load.
Even though she is self efficient.
Self emancipated.
But she needs you to make her feel liberated.
In return, you gain the world.
Her wit and innate love for humanity will get you far.
She doesn’t see life like others.
So be prepared to be challenged.

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Lost in love

Where am I going?
How did I get here?
What was the destination again?
How did I allow this?
The sublime messages I couldn’t read..
But you know I am a skimmer.
And while you undress me,
My skin is getting thinner.
This journey is ambiguous.
Where did this road lead me?
You keep me in tune but now I’m
my own melody.

Mourning the loss

I went back to the place where I found the only thing that made my heart move.
The feeling of butterflies being true and finding the love inside your arms was now my muse.
I came back to our tree where I looked for our footsteps that paved our once upon a time destiny.
We found each other souls which transcended us into mates.
Something so rare now is a travesty…
We don’t feel the way we once did and now I’m alone where it all began…
to mourn this loss.
A loss of love.
A loss of us.
I lost a part of my soul.
And I’ll leave it here for you to hold.
Because if we ever meet again, I would want it to be here.
This magical destination that left us breathless.
We were speechless but all our thoughts were so clear.
We found true, undeniable love.
And that’s why I came back here.
To see where we went wrong…
And to mourn this lost…
Clear depicted memories of you holding me in your arms and showing me something I have never felt before.
The internal self so exclaimed because she and I both know this was something so real and it gave me permission to finally let go.
And Let God.
By My God, where has it gone?
I look at him and died on the inside.
I love him so much all I can do is just cry…
His beautiful wings gave me the sweetest permission to fly…
And I soared into the sky, got scared and your wings dissipated and I withered and died.
Now I’m back here trying to pretend I can move on..
And being something your not falls short of carrying on.
So I carry this heartache on my back while listening to all our songs.
Dedications to one anther to solidify our bond.
Or as you may call it our divine tranquility…
I have to carry this pain to some sort of sanctuary…
Because what we thought was so interconnected is now arbitrary.
We replaced magic for normalcy…
Our embrace now only work related, our glances to one another searching for our once was.
And our heartfelt connections are now the distant memory of our love.
So that’s why I came back here, to feel the once was, of that true indicator we both knew to be real.
And now I can’t describe in words of the anguish my mind body and soul feels.
So I mourn this loss and with that said, ill leave our evanescence here.

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Digression

How can I digress with this…
You are all that I remisimise,
The beautiful sun kissed me,
Yet your not here to view my shadowy distance,
Or contingent foot steps we so adherently walk to the path to destiny.
I feel lost.
Your not here.
You much rather be in the comfort of your own culture, nurtured by your own mother.
You see me and think you don’t see a tomorrow…
something thats not true yet you believe deep in your marrows…
And I can’t live in sorrow.
See I believe in cupid’s arrows
Daggers thrown around me but didn’t capture the essence of me.
Experience was my best teacher,
And you need to realize a heart breaker can come as light as a feather,
Gullible gestures to make my energy a pantheon species living on this earth,
I can become either.
So Please don’t bother.
I love you deeply but I refuse to an option.
Your joyous ability to lean against agility has left me on the ropes, hoping and believing in your serenity.
Why couldn’t you have the ability to save me?