No more you.

We were so busy trying to save the world, we forgot to save ourselves.
The distortion of reality gravitated each other to one another
Yet it had a bookshelf life.
This was it.
This wasn’t it.
Tearing each other down as if we were going for Olympic gold medals to see who can destroy each other’s dignity first.
No love found here,
This is where the most weak play in battlefields.
Hence the reason why we used it for batting practice.
What we settle for we become accustomed to.
Your wise ways infiltrated some very cognitive manipulation.
And I never knew a human can make you feel so malleable… So vulnerable.
So gut punching that all you can do is just sit here and be drained by the words they describe you as.
Even the strong couldn’t impede on what you say to hit for jugular bonus points as merely mean.
So as I continue on this quest of life, I realize your not suppose to be here without providing strife.
See this happened twice and I refuse to feel what the third charm is like.
Comfortability has nothing to do with stability and your ticking bomb has left my brains spattered on this ceiling.
There’s nothing more I can think and do but knowing that I am able to move past you seems like a new adventure to do.
However deeply sadden by the past occurrences, so hurt I question every sweet lullaby you serenaded and I take on the dead weight of these anchor words you left here.
How could you be so smart and not have a soul?
I guess in life people choose one or the other…
I choose to live in harmony. I won’t let the anxiety of possibly being lonely hinder my future because I can simply move into a new venture.
Just by clicking my glass heels 3 times I’m there.
And your not here, such a release…a relief to no longer be a babysitter.
Taking on your vices as if I adopted them, no more sad questions to myself to know if you really care about me,
No more fighting,
No more headaches.
No more name calling,
No more you.


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