Poured my heart out in Santa Fe in Tulum, Where I let my feelings out that I left at bay
I wrote poems my whole life about love
And I was blessed to be granted with it and I have no idea what to say.
I played with something I knew I needed my whole life
As I let my sins wash away with the sand I tear up understanding his strife
There’s no excuse I just didn’t act right.
Right in his eyes.
I wonder if true forgiveness is allowed here
Or if we will ever get back to where we were.
Man I’m such a dumb one.
The only person that saw my stars.
And saw the brightest one and named it after me
I was too busy being selfish not realizing how love was suppose to be
Nourishing, respecting, cherishing, everything you would want someone to do for you you do for them.
I shattered the glass.
I look out to this setting sun and I just hurt.
The bones weary for knowing what would be the outcome of my mistakes.
Will I ever get this blessing again?
Will this only be my last time experiencing true love like this?
Or was this a training course to something in the future?
I’m not sure.
I just wish I didn’t get to see the sand wash away my feet in this ocean.
Pulling away the tides but it still left these feelings.
Empty feelings knowing nothing I can now say and do will make a difference.
Sun is set and know we are left with broken ceilings.