Laying here in these field of memories,Deprived of sleep,
Because I use to watch u sleep so peacefully,
And where the soils disbursed a wild fire of lovemaking to heal any wounds we tried our best to not succumb to by looking each other in the eyes while bursting into flames to have our union ensue
And when break up to making up occurred when one of us feel like the other was producing less we made sure we patched it up by loving some more,
Are how the painful truth came out and the love burning our eyes and aching bones reside and no matter how it came out we held each other by its side,
And what was true love? We answered it here while Marvin Gaye in the background as we laid our bodies down for the first time as complete lovers and not strangers. Feeling the grips of the universe gravitate in our spirits sending electric charges through us. The time was now.
And why our last encounter was the worst one. Where words that needed not to be said and we went in a dead end. Where regrets happen and love was lost. Trust broken and no more making up was involved.
The very one I lay in and inhale these memories day and night,
It brings painful loving thoughts of you.
A lot of very first times were made here.
I miss you.
But we are on our own paths now…
Life is roller coaster,
Our love was one also
Our journey ended when we got off.
So I inhale these field of memories everyday.
I drown in sorrow,
And wash off in faith.
I put on my makeup to cover the bloodshed eyes
I smile as if I never was broken
And I maneuver in this world with the lessons that was taught to me
To love wholeheartedly
To script my life around what I truly admire
I thank you universe for showing me the way,
Please forgive me on the mistakes we have made,
Heal us again
And if we are very lucky,
We can reconcile in this field of memories that only you, the powerful creator, can only send.