#change

The cause and effect.

Oh how did I forget to put the honey on the womb that was the atonement to your aliveness? Your spliced solace 

Combined like terms

And you get I.

With you it was a mistake gone right.

A cold case found 

A rebound

Rebooting the hard drive we thought it was the sound.

It was.

Our truths not told so it was heard in third parties,

Lowly is the man who has nobody.

Friends forever broken down,

passion ignited was the beginning of the end to a union that was suppose to last forever.

Our forever was momentarily infinite.

Parasites to the mental capacity to see beyond our way of thinking left us like this.

 Creative mind ceased,

Yet the memory keeps the juices flowing.

Finding love in a hopeless place put me in a position to be truly loved.

To know what it felt like.

Life ain’t so easy as they say 

And situations ain’t so stationary as envoys 

I was employed

To invite you to a branch of lighthearted comfort and familiarity.

You served as an editor of what Self worth meant to me,

I see the God in me,

All thanks to you.

Appreciation is an understatement 

I appreciate this current present.

To love and be loved so perfectly aligned 

I never could of dream of such sweetness.

The cause and effect. 

Going through the dark to see the light.

You made it all possible.

I thank you for your wisdom.

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being someone’s else’s something…

Being someone else’s something 

Ain’t this shit sumthing
Being engrossed into another’s something
These bad habits ensued are contracting 
Why this side chick life must be condemned?
It ain’t like we know
Lord knows the connection we have will 
empower the most vigilant 
Understand the most broken heart hearted 
Pure love in its rarest form 
How can one deny it?
But being someone else’s something 
is like being in a bedroom with a full of nothing
No jazzy joe sample; no feeling a fathers touch 
Only itemizing the times when we are apart
Trying to ask God why this was even reason enough to start
God please heal these hearts
As I stalk I see the love someone has,
I don’t understand the home wrecker  life
But for this man, I just might.
We can all be one happy family if I can 
see this beauty he beholds is for my soul to see
I just want to see if  he the one for me.
See I haven’t had any interest with no one  until I last saw thee
So that tells me I miss him or he pulled
my energy besides thee.
Please understand the sidechicks life.
As it’s not something understanding
but something she isn’t willing to give up.
It’s so sad any day he can snap his fingers
and I’ll be there with my neck cock back  asking where this nigga been at…
Then emphasize on how much we just vibe and the connection being made stronger by opening our hearts more to each other.
We both come from a place of hurt
so we just wanna lick each other wounds.
I just wanna do Gods work.
What to do?
But I’m just someone else’s something
No substance for him to call
To see if I’m ok at all
No text to humor me 
No response to all the correspondence I’ve been sending him
So I’m just a sick chick as I can clearly see
to realize I’m alone in this battle..
The battle that has no vitality; no culture to grow 
Only hurt will reside here
Because I fell in love with a someone else’s something. 
So I died unconsciously. 

What happened?

What happen to each other?
We’ve became each others’s muses and each other allies
singing hearts we once had as we rocked to each other lullabies.
We took no form in which how our love would flourish,
simply because we were each other.
We were each other voices, and spent each others’s time.
I was ur apple and u were the sun, seeing how beautiful we would grow if you gave it a little time.
But I guess that’s all in the mind…