#dream

The excruciation of my dreams

In my dreams ur still here with me…
Touching me…
Holding me…
Kissing my frontal lobe..
Healing this place of abode
My eyes are drowning in your sea.
In my dreams, I’m still different to you.
You still see me as a queen to you.

I’m still all the majestic colorful hues.
I’m still your beautiful muse.
In my dreams, I still see us dancing to our own song…
Where our inordinate rhythms could never do no wrong…
When days are short but our nights are long.

Longing ever so desperately to be back in each other arms.
In this same dream, we are one.
We have won.
We triumph through our longs
And managed to understand each others wrongs.

In my dreams, I was completely the person you needed
And you weren’t so damn busy
And I was way more patient.
And we could forever live in our fantasy.
We were each others soon to be’s.
In my dream, you were here presently with me…

Looking at me,
Understanding me,
Loving me,
Holding me.

There’s nothing I want more than this dream to recur daily.
To show me exactly what’s missing in my reality.
I wake and drown in my drool of poverty.
Yearning you even more like I need an increase in salary.
Yet no monetary fund could ever shape your opposition to fallacy.

In my dreams there’s no desire to wake.
Your the reason why I smile and now it’s fake.
I dream of us seeing our beautiful mirrored selfs somewhere in the Michigan lake…
And at that very moment we would finally understand the term for heaven’s sake.

In my dreams, No hand would ever hold mine the way yours do…
Your all I want to be with, I want to proudly say I’m yours.
In my dreams, I’m not hiding behind a camouflage of my broken hearted past…
in my dreams we are so freely each other that we don’t fly, we soar.
Our love treats diseases and finds all its cures.

Laughing and running and chasing each others dreams…
Not knowing what time essentially means…
Thinking about you making my panties cream…
How you make love to me, not able to hold in any of my screams
My God why must I have to wake up from this dream?

Knowing how beautiful it was or what it seemed.
Then the alarm clock goes off and I am waken from what it could of actually been…
low and behold now I know what the word excruciation realistically means.

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1000 memories

Take me back to that dream…
Where we found the most invigorating thing that butterflies learned how to swim in our vitalized aura.
We gazed upon God’s beauty in the wilderness as if this very moment we know what the human spirit actually means.

Then we looked at each other and saw the same in one other.

Closing my eyes and finally kissing the lips I yearned for at night.
Tossing and turning only wishing for you to completely savage me with your strong embrace.

I internally smile when u smile at me.
You are bringing out the very best in me.
You opened up and showed me that this is actually for real.
are you giving me permission to finally be free?
I want to just fly forever with you…

Closing my eyes finally knowing I’m kissing those same lips that speak so intelligently, so kindly.

I hope you rub off on me.
Let your residue of your heart smear on me.

Let me be the Queen you deserve.
You were choosing me when all this time I was choosing you.
What a beautiful fate we live.
I never want this romance to end.

Ill write love poems every night while Ill rock your fucking world.
It’s our world baby.
Throw me against our avatar tree while I completely take in your scent. My eyes are rolling in the back of my head.
I’m not in this reality, this is where Angels preside.

Let my heart spill on you like we yearn to be in the same rivers that comprised Niagara falls.

I can’t stop writing about you. Your all my brain relapses to.
You make beautiful merely a word that has only five vowels.
Your beyond a vocabulary’s measure.

You bring joy by the way you simply walk in a room.
And I’m such the catch, you must of been fishing for quite some time.
You hooked me just by that kiss… That unexplainable, bottomless pit, stomach levitating, door to heaven gates kiss.

I only hope I never wake up…