#forever

The cause and effect.

Oh how did I forget to put the honey on the womb that was the atonement to your aliveness? Your spliced solace 

Combined like terms

And you get I.

With you it was a mistake gone right.

A cold case found 

A rebound

Rebooting the hard drive we thought it was the sound.

It was.

Our truths not told so it was heard in third parties,

Lowly is the man who has nobody.

Friends forever broken down,

passion ignited was the beginning of the end to a union that was suppose to last forever.

Our forever was momentarily infinite.

Parasites to the mental capacity to see beyond our way of thinking left us like this.

 Creative mind ceased,

Yet the memory keeps the juices flowing.

Finding love in a hopeless place put me in a position to be truly loved.

To know what it felt like.

Life ain’t so easy as they say 

And situations ain’t so stationary as envoys 

I was employed

To invite you to a branch of lighthearted comfort and familiarity.

You served as an editor of what Self worth meant to me,

I see the God in me,

All thanks to you.

Appreciation is an understatement 

I appreciate this current present.

To love and be loved so perfectly aligned 

I never could of dream of such sweetness.

The cause and effect. 

Going through the dark to see the light.

You made it all possible.

I thank you for your wisdom.

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The excruciation of my dreams

In my dreams ur still here with me…
Touching me…
Holding me…
Kissing my frontal lobe..
Healing this place of abode
My eyes are drowning in your sea.
In my dreams, I’m still different to you.
You still see me as a queen to you.

I’m still all the majestic colorful hues.
I’m still your beautiful muse.
In my dreams, I still see us dancing to our own song…
Where our inordinate rhythms could never do no wrong…
When days are short but our nights are long.

Longing ever so desperately to be back in each other arms.
In this same dream, we are one.
We have won.
We triumph through our longs
And managed to understand each others wrongs.

In my dreams, I was completely the person you needed
And you weren’t so damn busy
And I was way more patient.
And we could forever live in our fantasy.
We were each others soon to be’s.
In my dream, you were here presently with me…

Looking at me,
Understanding me,
Loving me,
Holding me.

There’s nothing I want more than this dream to recur daily.
To show me exactly what’s missing in my reality.
I wake and drown in my drool of poverty.
Yearning you even more like I need an increase in salary.
Yet no monetary fund could ever shape your opposition to fallacy.

In my dreams there’s no desire to wake.
Your the reason why I smile and now it’s fake.
I dream of us seeing our beautiful mirrored selfs somewhere in the Michigan lake…
And at that very moment we would finally understand the term for heaven’s sake.

In my dreams, No hand would ever hold mine the way yours do…
Your all I want to be with, I want to proudly say I’m yours.
In my dreams, I’m not hiding behind a camouflage of my broken hearted past…
in my dreams we are so freely each other that we don’t fly, we soar.
Our love treats diseases and finds all its cures.

Laughing and running and chasing each others dreams…
Not knowing what time essentially means…
Thinking about you making my panties cream…
How you make love to me, not able to hold in any of my screams
My God why must I have to wake up from this dream?

Knowing how beautiful it was or what it seemed.
Then the alarm clock goes off and I am waken from what it could of actually been…
low and behold now I know what the word excruciation realistically means.

Reach for forever.

When u find the wholeness of yourself…..then you’ll know. 


I found mine in cape coast, Ghana.

The beautiful gift of life is that its so precious, that it’s mandated to live in pure bliss.
The joyous occasion of simply waking up in the morning and being blessed to see another day causes for a big celebration! It’s called time.

Those seconds, minutes, hours and days are for us to live our best lives….

..however at times its difficult to cherish because of perils such as society’s constraint to make you feel accountable, best dress lies bad energy tries to incorporate in your aura, and other areas that are replaceable.

…like a simple broken heart. 
….that cuts so deep….
You are not able to see clearly. 
….and it hurts so bad you become entirely self-less….

Now look up…. and try to touch a cloud, 
Let the sky be the direction of your path.


You’ll be reaching forever.

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