The subconscious facial expressions that I make that are you I must be aware of to dead away
To be on block
a dead bird on the side of the road
To be never looked back on
Yet it’s remembered by the lingers at the mere thought of it
I must try to let go of the love that is embedded in my heart for you
The soul snatching making me swoon
Eye catching enchanted whispers you consume
Somehow I must say goodbye to you.
Even though I lay down next to you.
your memory lingers here
you already had our story played out
And I was placed in your unwanted list of unrealistic expectations.
So I die.
Dying to tell you I need you
But pride killed that vibe
I scrunched upon the pieces of myself in tulum
Where I denied infliction
I’m too strong to admit such atrocity
Yet aware of the affliction I placed on you.
Revenge wasn’t so sweet as I suspected.
I was left with the wherewithal of misery.
Hurt begets hurt.
Unresolved vulnerability lingers across the four walls I stare at.
The loss of a lover.
I don’t remember our last kiss.
I remember the feeling.
I hope I can only see through this.
To let go is where I will find my strength.