#inessence

Love is a motherfucker.

I want to dive in it,
But I forgot how to swim.
My faith was in our embrace,
Yet the reality is that she is with him.
Once was still lingers in my heart,
And his kisses birth my vim.

I’m confident in it…
But he lies.
And while I wait
I can’t stop the cries.
I don’t know what to do,
I look to him for answers.
There are no replies.
The risk is so rewarding
But the volatile state it’s in..
Is too scary for me to try.

So I lay here afraid.
I know I adore him.
But it seems like I’m feeling played.
I wanna fly,
Guess I have to take that first step…
Seeing things through,
I’m too fearful of what it will do.
Love is a motherfucker.