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One is not the other…

One is not the other

Flip flopped in feelings

Overwhelm at the dichotomies

….these endings and beginnings

Alphas and omegas,

These alpha males and empaths

These narratives you adhere to keep ur image.

Underneath the veil is something more real

Yet one is without the other

flip flopped in feelings

Which one is fulfilling my basic needs

Or my royal status

Place me as you see fit creator

I prefer both

As I am an infinite broadband kinda

vibe,

that vibrates in 547 hz where the octaves

providing my balance

Where’s the balance in one is not the others

May I ask why do I have to choose?

Is there an infinite amount of souls out here to touch me just where my funny bone needs entertaining?

Or is the safety net much more securing in securing the the applications I have for myself?

We got off………

Finally the day has come…

They wanted some time…

Time we thought was on our side

The side that’s sunny side up

20,000 Beautiful mornings

And gorgeous leafy filled Tapestries hanging on our memories.


He clearly wanted some more time.

At least a few more years

A few more soulful gazes in our passionate eyes,

A time where we will feel recognized.


To receive the most deep-felt touches that weren’t physical,

this ultimate feeling.

Deep down in your intensities….

Where your souls protector presides,

keeping your life force alive.


We want it So desperately.

But damn it means putting down how I lived my entire life…

a life that never felt quite like this.


What is behind these masked intentions full of bliss?

Or why question something so damn real?


and we see it but we didn’t believe in it….


So time caught the remnants of mistakes mistaken in our ego.

The ride has stop.


We got off.

Time begets time

And now the reality hits us with full of mediocrity.


Scared of the oceanic tidal coming to whisk you

away into a beautiful unknown. Why don’t you

dare take this ride?


Oh dear. Fear.


Fear skips the part of your life that has fast

heartbeats when you hear footsteps of a

familiar stranger or….


diving into all our nodal moods that are

ultimately our Purpose in living…


Yet we choose fear. A fear of feeling like an

eagle soaring from the hanging arctic oak trees

feeling the heat of the sun on its wings that

surmises a beautiful soul like yourself.


Yet and still….


It’s a connection that is an universe in its illusory time spheres

Where no one comes dare near

When the energy of your souls meet

That’s when you just knew.

What more proof do u need?

Sometimes we caught up in karmic

residues,


So time wasn’t on our side.

And the struggle on whats apparently deepening deep within my seed of life

Is a great place to just reside there

Or perhaps

even die there.

this beautiful song

we have our faults, we have our frowns

we have our woes yet we have our smiles.

love is for the courageous and baby I’ve been quite the strong.
I see you seeing me
I see your beautiful song.
You encourage me u love me u feel me u touch me…
I see you i love you I want to see your best from the rest.
Yes we have our faults, we have our frowns
we have our woes yet we have our smiles.
Yes love is endless yes love is a lesson…
 love drives us crazy
yet love carries a beautiful message.
And the notice is nothing in life matters more than love.
 Like the wild fires in the forest catching flames burning down the lifeless forms and giving it passion for life,
 Like the endless heavens with sea winds gently caressing your skin that is submerged in beautiful white doves,
 like the endless oceans that is not discovered so who knows what beautiful possibilities that runs deep,
 like the oak tress who roots are perhaps are the earths center and rises to the atmospheres….
love is is that passionate, that gorgeous, that flowing, that secured.
Yes we have our faults, we have our frowns
we have our woes yet we have our smiles.
Love is not weak its strong. Endurance is at high levels, compassion is always a beautiful option…..because compassion IS always a beautiful option……
love needs love today and this beautiful song of yours I want to sing
fill up my soul with your lyrics, im wrapped around the snake that gave me the
knowledge,
your beautiful song I will always sing out loud….
Yes we have our faults and yes we have our frowns
we have our woes yet we have our smiles.

Normalcy?

Lovers missing option for the sake of intimacy.
Why must we forsake the very thing we see as destiny?
Is this just a sex thing or could this be what my gut says?
Or maybe its my over active imagination being indulged in normalcy…

I wanna love you to it’s core.
I want to show you I am able to be that beautiful woman you need and more.
But I’m holding back.
I can’t give you my all until I feel like its worth it,
Please don’t be just a lore…
Anyone can lay down with you and make beautiful love
But can you wake up knowing that you can be with that person forever?
Do you feel like that with me?
Or is this just a sex thing?

I don’t want this to end.
I do know I am perfectly capable of the incipient of the beauty we found in each other.
I just want to be beautiful in your eyes.
I want us to make music that is focus on dedication and pleasing .
Please keep my heart safe and take your time sweetie.

Are you with someone else right now?
Or should I be ashamed of the jealously I feel ingrained in me?
maybe its finally time to put a bandage on my painful past and simply act my age.
Lets end this war.
I won’t hurt you.
The only armor you’ll ever need with me is a pillow and your arms around me that keeps me safe.
Most importantly, realize you can’t be no one but yourself with me and because of that,
Dont save me, just stay beside me.