#poetrylife

The cause and effect.

Oh how did I forget to put the honey on the womb that was the atonement to your aliveness? Your spliced solace 

Combined like terms

And you get I.

With you it was a mistake gone right.

A cold case found 

A rebound

Rebooting the hard drive we thought it was the sound.

It was.

Our truths not told so it was heard in third parties,

Lowly is the man who has nobody.

Friends forever broken down,

passion ignited was the beginning of the end to a union that was suppose to last forever.

Our forever was momentarily infinite.

Parasites to the mental capacity to see beyond our way of thinking left us like this.

 Creative mind ceased,

Yet the memory keeps the juices flowing.

Finding love in a hopeless place put me in a position to be truly loved.

To know what it felt like.

Life ain’t so easy as they say 

And situations ain’t so stationary as envoys 

I was employed

To invite you to a branch of lighthearted comfort and familiarity.

You served as an editor of what Self worth meant to me,

I see the God in me,

All thanks to you.

Appreciation is an understatement 

I appreciate this current present.

To love and be loved so perfectly aligned 

I never could of dream of such sweetness.

The cause and effect. 

Going through the dark to see the light.

You made it all possible.

I thank you for your wisdom.

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Lets get to it 

Love is make believe fairy tales of your shiny prince in armor ready to rescue you from the cold world that chewed us out.
The same world who lied to us all along.

I dared myself to not play along,

And knew I deserved a king to stand tall with..

Yet no one was ready to go up for bat.

So I’m in the outfield waiting for the next home run.

It’s crazy how to feel so loving and feel so distant 
Maybe our kiss was our reminiscent.

Maybe your expressiveness that could match my boisterous love would meet in the middle and find a way so that our connection can manifest.

Let’s digress to breaking our walls down. 

the yearning 

At the end of the day,I feel as though 

All I have to say

Is that closer is the way to birth

is a real truth we have innated in our 

own reasoning where it’s isolated.
Frozen for the public but it runs free.

When we are in solitude,

we only trust ourselves.

We fear other humans will transpose

that innerself, 

that little do we know, our intellect must follow asymptotic beliefs.
Following patterns of infinite possibilities.

The possibility of knowing you know

of eternity.

I’m willing to let go to find its way back.

You inspired me to do so.

Like a mini me version of you

Trying to figure out your flaws

So I can be your strength.
I only want you.

There’s nothing more to say

Even when you see meteoroids surpassing

the Kuiper belt I want you to know I won’t be Pluto,

I want to be your isotope.

Occupying that same place.

Stability you can always come home to.

Home will be here.
I yearn for your air.

The very thing that makes me free.

I fly in your arms.

I breathe as if it’s coming from my diaphragm.
Your so amazing.

I wish I can tell you these things to your face.

But I’m always being replaced,

so it’s me in the corner of that party people tend to ignore to follow through with.
Not thinking less of myself

But knowing fully aware I’m just different than most.

I have a genuine love.

It’ll never change, I want to know people 

feel complete knowing someone understands

Even when no one elses
 

@lucianithepoet

I’ll never be the same.

Never knew I can be so indebted to this pain eating away at the place I’m hiding.
I’m slipping away so quietly no one knows I’m walking around here dying.
I thought I knew better, but I ended up not knowing I was in love.
But you never know what you got until it’s gone and I’m left sighing.

Erroneous gasps of breaths I take looking up at our moon.
Reminiscing how it once was ours knowing we were flying there soon.
Seeing was believing and It was felt through our elongated hugs.
Lying here with your wings on my back feeling like a crazy fool.

How didn’t I not believe in us?
How could I have so little trust?
You were my knight in shinny armor and preceptor,
And I was the one you saw as the light even when it was dusk.

I’ll never be the same.