yesterday

The light.

Do you see the light?
Because I know the feeling of lost.
We can see what is prevalent
today, but it won’t necessarily be for tomorrow.

I saw the light.
Today I found out it’s ok to let go.
No matter how much it hurts.
No matter how much it inspired you.
Because If it hurts you so bad, why hold onto the illusion of
something that poses as the light?

Today, I found the freedom of freeing myself of that hurt.
Knowing I can move on seeing the mistakes I’ve made,
knowing I might never make it back to your heart,
I said to myself, it’s ok.
God is love and it will be what it will be.

I am the light.
You saw it, but you unfairly didn’t parallel it to a unconditional sight.
I didn’t know your love was conditional.
You said we will have issues, we will get scared, so why didn’t you stay when you knew one day we were gonna be there?
So the light moved me on.
Your the reason but you were a season.

I saw the light,
It’s in me.
Tomorrow is a new day.
And yesterday was a day you remain to stay there.
Today I realized I am the light.
Someone else saw it in me too.

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Yesterday I knew

Yesterday I realized I am in debited to you…
The realization of what true love feels like left this residue.
And since I was afraid, I didn’t know how severe this has struck me.
Now I’m left gazing at this moon seeing our memories we ensued.
As I ponder on how I can get past this during each passing day, somehow my eyes water on this pillow as my heart aches every single night.
I contemplated over a million ways for your arms to find its way back to holding me tight.
Then I realized we might can’t be saved.
So ill die until you revive me back into the light.
I hate that I made this into a mess, it’s all my fault.
I swear I wish I knew what I was doing before throwing salt.
I always believed those cliches were myths,
Until I knew… knew that our heart beat the same time we knew our thoughts.